my heart is beating fast.
dun reali noe how to interpret how i feel now..
in short, i dun reali like the way i feel now..


probably bcos i am too excited for sch tml..
probably bcos i was terrified jus now cos i tot i cant take my Os, & tml i have to go POST to pay the fees. very scared that i something crop up & i cant pay tml, if i cant manage to pay by tml, thats it. bye bye to O level. (pray pray)
probably bcos i kana put aeroplane again.. alright, getting used to it soon..
probably bcos of confirmation. quite lousy..
but i noe, that is not e end of e world, dun give up =)
probably bcos i am desperate of retaining all my NBs, but it seems tougher & tougher..
lets not give up.
probably bcos i juz watch "the series of unfortunate events" & it somehow stir my emotions.. (but this is highly impossible) the show is abit dry & bored can?


failure is not when things dun go well,
failure is when u give up.


oh well, to tik abt it.
wat is it that God cannot do?
my God is a powerful God.
My God is e Lord of the impossibles.
my God is e Lord of miracles.
my God is e lord of west a 4
my God is e Lord of jocasta,madeline & xiu jin.
my God is e Lord of jia min jing ting step & jane
my God is e Lord of cindy phoebe & jes
my God is e lord is e Lord that longs to bless us.
My God is e very same God that can grow the mustard seed into a huge tree.


in e bible, there are so many miracles.
if it can happen in the OT, in the acts church.
why cant it happen NOW,HERE in West?
hur !


okay, enough is enough.


lets not give up =)
do our best & God will do e rest.
lets give our 101 % to retain all of them !
no discouragements allowed, no time for that.


the time invested.
the time spent on extra miles.
the time spent on waiting,
the time spent on phone.
the time spent on sms
IS NOT A WASTE.
the things we are doing now, its not a waste of time
we are doing this for a purpose, doing this for God =)


jia you west a 4
jia you jes
jia you cindy
jia you phoebe
jia you ting.


lets not give up, focus on God.
yes!